I Remember
After a lifetime of manipulation, confusion and self-doubt, I finally remembered who I am. This is a story about reclaiming identity, discernment and the courage to trust yourself again.
Identity
About self-definition, agency, language and the moments where an old version of yourself no longer fits.
Look Who’s Talking
A personal reflection on projection, self-worth, and discernment. Learn why understanding who is speaking matters more than simply listening to the words.
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Identity
My Biggest Blind Spot
For years I blamed my father. Only when I questioned my biggest blind spot did I discover how childhood patterns shaped my identity, trust and freedom.
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Under Construction
After years of manipulation and rebuilding, I realized that true strength was never found in my walls, but in the foundations beneath them.
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Identity
There is truth behind a pattern
Sometimes the truth isn’t hidden in a single event but in a pattern. An essay about emotional abuse, self-awareness, and choosing yourself before anyone else can.
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Command center
What if not every thought deserves your attention? “Command center” is about awareness, autopilot, people pleasing and reclaiming authorship over your own mind.
Main character vibes
A story about attention, disruption, and what happens when someone is finally seen. Sometimes chaos isn’t rebellion — it’s a quiet request for recognition.
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The junkie era
This reflection is not about quitting, fixing, or judging addiction.
It is about recognizing the patterns we use to cope — and reclaiming agency through awareness rather than control.
Not perfection, but conscious choice.
Discernment over diagnosis
Discernment over diagnosis is a personal reflection on navigating the mental healthcare system, medication, and the fine line between trust and self-responsibility. Through lived experience with diagnosis, pharmaceuticals, and eventual healing, this essay explores why discernment — rather than blind acceptance or rejection — became my most essential tool. Not a rejection of medicine, but an invitation to listen inward and stay in relationship with your body, your symptoms, and the choices you make.
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Meditational resistance
A personal essay on resistance to meditation and the power of awareness. This piece explores how meditation creates space between thought and emotion — and why training attention can be one of the simplest ways to regain clarity and control.
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Chicory chump
Chicory chump is a personal reflection on trust, responsibility, and the urge to guide others. What starts as a small family moment around a dinner table unfolds into a deeper lesson about letting people walk their own path — and how real care often means staying present without forcing direction.
Rolling towards inspiration
I never knew what I wanted to become. In this essay I reflect on rolling through life, following expected paths, and only later realizing how every detour, job, and failure quietly prepared me for the work I’m doing now. A story about trust, hindsight, and finding inspiration by keeping yourself in motion.
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